Jan 31
26hrs w/o sleep !
Posted by ben in Daily Rants on 01 31st, 2008| | No Comments »

26hrs without sleep !

Can u Believe that?
Since yesterday 30 January Wed, i woke up at 12+ in the noon and didn’t catch a wink til today after exams when i reach home around 11+ and fall asleep around 2+. man.. its like .. freaking 26 hours lah.. my friends that know me .. know my usual sleeping time is 4am, whenever wherever i ton, be it chalet, my house or anywhere .. and the THING is .. i dun really feel the tiredness at all ..
seriously .. i need a doctor.. anyone?

After having a 6 or 7hours sleep, my mum woke up to have dinner, which i deny later , for i wasnt having any appetite.. after which, when i tried to settle for a nice game of Monster Hunter Freedom2 on my psp, my mum hush me to keep my clothes , which was everywhere around in my room in a super messy manner.

Patience is the key to success, and everything ..
i took 25mins to clear up my room, and now it is in proper condition. much more better . heh.

after cleaning up, my closet ~~ . u might say , why my closet so few clothes, note: im not a girl ya? (=

the extras cloth hangers in my closet..

oh .. and my study desk.. dun even try to tidy it up =/

opps. thats my bed.. Can u count how many boosters and pillows are on my bed? =X

my computer table.. time to get a new one. Ikea Anyone?

and finally, my small cosy corner in the room, will upload more tidier pictures once i do the spring cleaning :D

off to watch the 9pm show on chn8 le .. JB tml .. exams over, but TP coming =(( my life is so full of tests..

lend me a shoulder, will you?

Jan 31
its 430 am in the morning again.
Posted by ben in Daily Rants on 01 31st, 2008| | No Comments »

its 430 am in the morning again, and here i’m, mugging my way through the boring 15 presentations with each ppt consisting 80 over slides. . after today, it will be the last paper til the next semester where i start my fyp and hopefully with 3 modules consisting of Higher Mathematics, IP Telephony and Embedded Systems.

in the wee morning of 4.30am, i can see that the whole neighbourhood outside my windows is sleeping so quietly, that not a single sound could be heard. In the past, people would always love to study after dark cos its only the best time we can fully concentrate. But for me, my mind just seems somewhere else. Not with the books, not with the slides, neither the computer. Just someone out there.

she might be fast asleep by now, but, i just hope that i really hope to be the one that cares, trust, anxious and excited about you again. i know its too late to do so, but i hope that, i can be there for you as a friend too. there’s this saying, “the more u want it, the more you lose it” . now i realise the true meaning of this phrase. . hopefully, we may not be an item now, but 5 yrs down down the road, we might not know what will happen . if fate will brought us to that corner last year, im sure fate will bring us back together again .. i really miss you, stjl.

and if u happen to came across here and read this, i hope, we can still be friends. friends will always be there for each other,just like the penguins below. til death do us apart. (:

Jan 30

omg. today when i take a look at this morning Lian He Wan Bao, It was Edison Chen Guan Xi on the main page, with his scandalous acts. For those who doesnt know about Edison, he’s a Hong Kong Artiste, with several movies and albums up to his name, and he owns his store icon ‘ Juice’ in Hongkong.  

 

and below are the pics took from source : Cowboy Celeb. Pictures have been mosaic-ed to protect privacy. The First Picture is showing of Edison and BoBo ( a hongkong model ) doing a BJ* for him. Second Picture features Gillian Chung of Twins, a famous dua band in Hongkong too, spreading her legs for Edison.

Those interested to know more, can go to Google Search for This Topic or Mr Definite for more informations. (=

Probably , Edison needs the media attention to him. 

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