the pendulum times.

These few weeks, thou I watched quite a number of movies, but til now, there’s only two movies, that touched my heart, and surprisingly, both are movies related to “dogs”.

First to go will be Ten Promise to My Dog.

This movie, I would say, its one of the best dog-featured movie ever, with such a beautiful Golden Retriever so tamed and trained for the movie, the effects couldn’t be better.

The story talks about this young little girl, and her wish to own a dog. due to her loneliness at home; her mum was hospitalised most of the time, her dad as a surgeon doctor operates all the time, spent no time with her.
And as her mum bought her a dog, and told her about the Ten Promises to her dog, the story comes alive.

I wouldn’t elaborate much about the story flow, but just that, this 10 promises to her dog, tells you the true meaning of being a dog owner.
This last-year movie can be still found at music and video stores. (:

I would rate this movie >
Visual Effects 8/10
Storyline 10/10
Direction 9/10
Overall 9/10 (;

The Second one will be Beverly Hills ChiHuaHua, which I just watched today, with J & W.

This new-released movie is not as disappointing as the movie name & the trailer may looks like. I think for these movie, thou most of the dogs were created using CGI (Computer Generated Image), the visual effects however, were real as it is, from the expressions of the dogs.

It might seems like an adventure movie, a Indiana Chi hua hua, but behind it, there’s a touching love story to teach dog owners to cherish their dogs, and how pity are stray dogs wanting for a owner.

I would rate this movie >
Visual Effects 9/10
Storyline 8/10
Direction 8/10
Overall 8/10

so, should I get a dog for companion for the next 18years? hmm..

I’m lost.

What should I do?

how many jobs have we worked together?
how many movies have we watched together?
how many dates have we been to?
when did i started loving you, and stop treating you like my sister?
when did i emerge so deeply in love with you, til i don’t feel like giving up when you asked me to?
when will you be back from France?
and when you give me a chance to prove that I’m more than someone able to understand and take care of you?

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some of the important dates in my memory.

11th September 2008.

If you still remember this date, it’s the date when I first drove you out, the day we went to the Zoo with L & M, to watch Bangkok Dangerous @ Amk Hub with J & W, then to K-pool, then to exploring places, Geylang streets, Changi Village, OCH & the Airport. Its also an important date, cos its the date when your dad approved you to go to France, which I’m really happy for you, that after so much of persuations and hardwork, you finally seeing your hardwork being paid off.

And i remembered, thats also the first time, at Changi Airport T1 Gallery, you lied on my shoulder, when you were feeling tired. At the moment of time, i just hoped, that time would stopped, til the first dawn came out.

11th October 2008

That day, we went out in the night to sing with J & W @ Amk hub til 2am. I remember you are also shy of singing. That was also the first time, i hear you sang officially, not counting the one at my house that one, and also, making a note to notice all of the songs you liked. That was also the time, when i hoped that, we would sing like this, as always.

12th November 2008

We couldn’t went out on 11th Nov , so it would make a perfect 11 on the 3 months, as you had school. On 12th Nov, as promised, i would bring you to food hunt for 11 of your favorite local food, but, due to the time constraint, we only had 4 of them. It is also another date when i rented a car out just for this date. And i know you always told me, girls dun like flowers, thou i know you liked them and i bought for you, the first time, i bought flowers for a girl. And after which, in the drizzling rain, i brought you to the Singapore Flyer, as i know, you would love to go there before you go France, and so did we. Recalling about all the ‘first’ on the day, im sure this little secret between us will become part of my memory. What could i say? sillyness and selfishness was that in my mind.

13th November 2008

I thought everything is okays, when i fetched you and E despite my tiredness to the French Embassy, then back to school. Upon seeing the last smile on your face, you said you would msg me later. And i waited, and waited. Upon returning the car, to the long giddy 161 ride back woodlands, i waited for your sms. . .

til the worst thing came. when you told me, to distant from you, to give up you, to stop pursuiting love for you.

I was shocked, of a sudden.

Reason being, you are giving me false hope, since when? i would really wanna let you know that, loving someone, doesn’t need to be repay back with love or wanting anything in return. I just wanna stay by your side and providing you the best i could. Seeing you happy, makes me happy too.

And, you told me, the people around you thinks that you ‘re hurting K and giving false hope to guys, and them thinking you as a player.

When you texted me all these, have you spared a thought for my feelings? If you told me everything from scratch that happened that made you think in this way, i might tell you that, i understand your situation, and i would swell off in your life.

And if you told me, if you hadn’t any feelings for me, i would withdraw myself, and leave you in your life.

Thou we ain’t a couple, but that doesn’t stop me from pursuiting you right?

And if they are really your friends, then they should respect what you are doing, and let you decide for yourself in your love life, and not be gossiping behind your back, telling you are b**** or sth.

I know that, you care about what your friends said, but to resort to telling me me all these, do you really think its fair for me to hear all these?

I wouldn’t said its fair for me, but i would only said, since i played the game, i should jolly well understand the rules of the game from start. But one thing for sure, I was never wrong about you.

I saw K’s blog too, about moving on, and i thought for a moment, that should i do the same thing?

And i read ur blog this afternoon, realising that, we always chatted current affairs, and not about your feelings. Why is that so? its because, we never had a chance to do so. I would really wanna know about what you are thinking, but you are always diverting the topic, or saying nothing at all.
And why issit that, when it cames to feelings and thoughts, he always get the chance to hear about it, and not about me? Not really once, when you ever told me about how you feel.

I know that, the france visa and trip thing has been driving you and your friends hay-wire, and i did my best to help you if i could, even if driving you guys to the embassy and getting guides/brochures for you.

And i know that, you need some cash for the last month in france, so i did all my best, in making sure you will land up in jobs that i got you, and hoping you can earn as much as you could.

I know you have that bit of feeling for me, and even if that’s small, at least i know, i stand somewhere in a corner of your heart.

And even if waiting for 6 months later, it would all be worth it.

Probably by then, you might really had a caucasian boyfriend, or we might start afresh again if there’s still feelings (:

We dunno about the future, but i know something for sure, we decide our own destiny.

Take good care for this week, and if you need me, you know how to find me. Drop me an email, or leave an offline message.

And i hope you will be alright this week, and when i’m back, i hope to have a good chat with you again.

Take care, W.