the pendulum times.

It was rather a bad week for me last week, thou completing the CSB tests of walking the 32km route march with river crossing all done in midnight, several tests and a shoot on Wednesday.

First thing happened upon me after that was the never ending blisters on my foot and the very exagerating abbrasions on both my thighs.

Nevertheless, i still keep on surviving the whole week til since Friday, when my temperature take for a change.

Was feeling rather ill already, and went reported sick. Yet, was only given a excuse from Light Duties and not Attend C.

Saturday upon reaching home, my temperature went up to 39.7 Degree Celsius. Straightaway without delay, Dad called the 993 ambulance for me to deliver me to the CDC (Communicable Disease Centre) for emergency screening of H1N1 @ Tan Tock Seng Hospital.

My body was so weak that, i wouldn’t wanna wake up and do things. Man, that feeling sucks.

Anyway, i was H1N1 negative, as i had a normal blood pressure

Not to worry, friends, you can still meet me, when i m feeling much better. Sorry to Yz and clique, that i couldn’t meet you guys.

Booking in less than 3 hours, next week lies ahead a 3days 2 nights field camp with trench digging. Good luck to me.

 

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I’m looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I’m all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I’m almost finally out of
I’m finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I’m almost finally, finally
Well I’m free, oh, I’m free

And it’s okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I’ll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that’s okay
Cause I’ll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I’m almost finally out of.
I’m finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I’m almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

Could someone tell me what is life all about?

What is the reason we are fighting for in life all the while?

Money?

Love?

One close friend told me before, “Life is about living to make others’ life meaningful, happy. ”

Maybe, someday, I will understand it.