the pendulum times.

When Shagness and Fatigues comes in, things starts to goes wrong, people don’t seem to be themselves anymore.

The pile of load, left to be done, was yet undone. People pushing to one another, but the story is, everyone’s tired, not just one, all feel the same too.

Next week will be hectic I guess, til Thursday, and oh, that reminds of Time is running out. I need to do sth about my 21st birthday party.

Any suggestions can tag me

Til my next book out,

Cheers,

P/S: seriously no time to blog from now on, more and more outfield camps coming on, i would be spending my weekends sleeping my way thru, resting my over-clocked body, just in case.

Coming this Friday 12th June, it’ll mark my 6th month in the army, an 1/4 of the total 2yrs i have to serve.

Looking back on 12th December, when I enlisted as a recruit at BMTC tekong, i felt very miserable, like most.

But now, i felt very satisfied, the answers in life i been looking for, even during this 6 months journey in army.
In life, there’s no impossible. Whatever we do, when there’s a will, there’s a way out. Believe in yourself you can do it, exceed your limits and soar above the rest.

So as time flies fast, i at first, can’t believe that, I’m in SISPEC, doing my ASLC course now. I was questioning myself all the while, what am i doing here? Is this what i really want?

At first, i really wanted to get into OCS, badly, but then, as time flies in SISPEC, i realised, being a specialist, might suit me even more than an officer.

In another 10 week’s time, if everything goes smoothly for me, i will be at that parade square, receiving my 3rd Sergeant rank.

Alot people might think that, the 3rd Sergeant path for Infantry, (BSLC, ASLC) is easy, but in fact, do you guys really know how much shit and hell we go thru to get to there? So, at least, give some respect to those Sergeants & Officers out there, when you have no ideas and clue how much we endure and suffered along the way in command schools.

To my two 7yrs of friends, Yanzhang & Kevin, enlisting on this Thursday & Friday respectively, enjoy your last week as a civilian and i hope to see you guys do well in army.

Don’t ever give up on anything that you think you can’t do it, always believe in yourself and even exceed your own limits. Even a simple 2.4km run, is all about mindset, and your fighting spirit, not your physical limits. Don’t be affected by peer pressure, the temptation to get Out Of course. Aim to get into command school, OCS/SISPEC, for life inside there, will definitely change yours 2yrs in army life.

All the best bros, and hope to see you guys POP few months later on that parade square.

Kudos,

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there’s the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I

We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let’s have

 One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

We both know
It’s better if we just let it go 

P/S: I like this song alot, not being emo no worries (;